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Today was to be celebrate after all 200 days have passed but then thought what makes 200 special. Why not celebrate reaching 198 or 203. Asked myself why am I constantly counting and noting the passing of time. Counting the seconds in a minute meditation. Counting the hours till dawn breaks. Counting the years. Because numbers provide reassurance an illusion of order and control. I can find comfort in counting as a ritual to relax when panic looms. Enough on counting as therapy. Before you go today counting as childish fun from Sesame Street gang 1..2..3..4…  

Have a great day

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